Friday, July 17, 2009
Last night I went to sleep around 4am because I didn't want to sleep yet, and also cause I couldn't . It's hard for me to go to sleep now and I don't know why . So basically I read books .. well re-read and wrote songs and stuff . I ended up wasting a lot of paper but I finally came up with an ok song . Too lazy to get the piece of paper and type the lyrics down but it's basically about sort of living in the past and this person, let's say it's a girl, she sort of lives in the past and she know's it's not right but she does any way and she misses her old life when things were all good, but she comes to realization that this is life which is the title of my song . Trust, it takes me 10 billion years to write a song . My songs always turn out shitty and gay LOLOL . It;s true though, and sometimes when I have good lyrics in my mind with a good beat, I forget it ... FML . Hehehe . The only song that's fully turned out right was this song I wrote "One Wish" and it's about someone who has a really hard and tough life and she will do any thing to change it . She wants one wish to change her whole past, to be with someone she could've been with. So yeah, and my whole life i've been trying to write good songs, but i seriously can't. which i don't get because I do fairly well when I write my poems . For next time I want to write a song that seems a little more happy and more up beat . My lyrics and poems usually turn out to be sad, in a good or bad way and it's the easiest things for me to write. However writing about happy things and stuff is sort of hard for me because I'm a very negative person . But any way, I'm gonna go now and update my website, which by the way you guys should check out : www.dinorawrz.radiosmash.co.uk Pretty please ? :) OH and if you by any chance have or know someone who has a KEYTAR, can I PLEASE have it ?! LOLOL . If you don't know what a keytar is, it's those small keyboars you hold like a guitar, the one the singer Lights {Valerie} has, and if your still a little slow and don't know what it is, google it ! :)
xxOliveneKaith