it's funny cause i feel kind of
stupidgetting my hopes up .
i feel kind of
dead right now actually.
no, i don't know what else to fuckin say , so don't mind me .
really, don't.
am i supposed to keep acting like suddenly everything is finally ok ?
yah, no thanks .
i rather not
pretend like everything is ok, cause really it isn't.
i'm surprised , you're quite
stupid enough to fall for my fake excitement, .
lying to me would probably hurt less right now . but you're honestly
confusing the hell out of me.
so i don't know what else to say , i don't know what else to think ,
i can't just keep going and act like i'm ok . cause im really not , but you
wouldn't know now would you ?
things just don't make any sense,
no actually
you dont make any sense. 3